Living Today
i. A past time, past friend, past location, past love. Isn’t the mind tricky that way? How we so easily create dreamy memory out of dreary past? Why didn’t those times seems as magical when we where in them?
1. I
spent my Childhood moving back and forth between
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If allowed, the past can be so painful it actually
negates the present. It reaches up through the channels of time and chokes off
love, joy and hope. Its like a wet towel wrapped around your head, so thick and
sufficing you simply cannot draw fresh air
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I never think of the future. It comes soon enough.
—Albert Einstein
ii. Ironically, I think this may be the most powerful snare for me, and simultaneously the one I can most obviously do the least about – the future
1. I worry how I will handle challenges I know are coming and I worry about the challenges that I do not know about. How crazy is that?! At one point last year, my job was growing so stressful and so many things were going on at once, that when I would wake-up in the morning the fear would settle on me like a crushing weight. The whole day stretched out in front of me as one long concern. When I drug myself to the office, the sight of my voicemail message light gave me fits of panic. What would be waiting for me today? The sight of the serene campus for me was chilling. What would happen that day that I could not cope with?
iii. Worry about the future accomplishes nothing and paralyzes the present.
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I find this equally fascinating. How much beauty and
opportunity passes while we anticipate the future? It seems like we are an
entire culture looking forward to not doing what we are doing. We anticipate an
upcoming vacation, a raise, a new job, a new love, a new something- a new anything.
If the vast luxury and comfort we live in as Americans begins to bore us, we go
buy something new for a temporary reprieve from our boredom.
1. As many of you know Jennifer and I just completed over three weeks of vacation. We went to the Hamptons on Long Island, New Jersey, New York City, and The Oregon Coast. We had a great time
a. My first week back at work I was already planning our return trip and dreaming about what we could do next summer!
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Psalm 37:7
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Lamentations
3:22-24
iii.
Luke 12.24-31
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Romans 8:1
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James
4:13-17
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Pain need not be forgotten but is held in context with
the beauty of forgiveness and the glory of the gospel. Pain should be your
lesson. Pain should shape your faith. To hold tightly to our own justice is to
forget the grace shown to us. To concentrate on our suffering is only to deny
of hope.
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As for our past joys, they should enrich our lives
without distracting from our present
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To see appreciate each day as a gift.
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We can Carpe Diem! –because we know the creator. We
know the beauty of the world is real and the pain is evil and Jesus is
victorious and all suffering is answered in the Savior. We know that our work,
even when difficult or unfulfilling, is honoring to God when we do it with
integrity and excellence. We have the privilege of infusing everything we do
with the divine. This is not positive thinking – this is positive reality
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We have it way to easy. Period. By us, I mean
western Christians. Honestly, when is that last time you suffered because of
your faith? When did you give out of obedience instead of abundance? When were
you threatened because of what you believe? When did you loose someone you love
over Christ? Some of you have, I suspect many of us have not. I think one of the main reasons we struggle
to “live for today” is because we are not forced to think in those terms. We
have plenty of days coming. You see integral to the promise of today was the
idea that our Faith is so revolutionary, so radical, and so dangerous, that we
might not make it to tomorrow! Isn’t that interesting? When I ok at
contemporary Christianity, it seems to me that we have become so of the nicest,
least threatening, least radical, and most accommodating people on Earth. The
first rule of Christianity could easily be misunderstood as –be nice. Be nice,
this does not sound like the words of Jesus in Luke 10:34-37
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Not in Hedonistic selfishness
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Not in Buddhist nihilism.
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Not in Agnostic apathy
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But rather
in the Truth, Hope and Faith of the Christian Gospel